`Rawr.

escape.

Saturday, November 25, 2006

8:53 PM

went escape today
it rained when we got in.
suay-ness.
grrrr. but everyone paid 2 bucks only.
lalalas.
den weitong played 2 games only.
so one game one buck bah.
they pulled me in to the haunted house.
so scary can?
i cried before going in. sadness. **malu.
im real scared larhs.
sorry can?
if im such a wet blanket... but in the end i still went in
with my cousin, cause i saw him there.
somehow the ghosts seem to be on their lunch break
and haha. no ghost.
then went for pirate ship.
then it rain again.
it rained for like so long lorhs.
den weitong left at three.
after he leave, it drizzle for awhile den jiu very sunny lerhs
played till six plus den go home lerhs.
sat bus 88 back to central.
then walk home with nicholas, thanks for accompanying me back.
but i walked the same old way back.
it's the first time he's walking me home.
but somehow, i prefered walking with someone else.
it's like so different. the feeling is just so different.
i still prefered walking with him.
but somehow, he broked his promise again.
he promised to walk with me everyday.
but somehow, we walk for a few times and it stopped.
maybe he's busy, or what.
i duno. i dont want to force.
but i missed the time. happy times.
i hope we can walk again. but it seem so impossible
he broked his promise once. i know he will break it again.
but i think i trust him so much , too much.

lalas.
feeling feverish.
having flu.
stupid weather.

escape.

Friday, November 24, 2006

8:53 PM

Thursday, November 23, 2006

5:19 PM

im disgustingly,awfully bored.

horoscopes?

4:49 PM

Aren't you tired of being 'nice' and 'good' to get someone to love you? Wouldn't you rather be your own honest, funny, intelligent self and be loved for that? How refreshing! Uncomplicate romance and level with yourself.

horoscope for the day... :)

but the problem is, no matter how good i am,
i doesnt make a difference.

yays.

4:28 PM

kinda long time since i blog...
watched happy feet yesterday
cause my sis managed to get 4 free tickets for the preview
haha. so happy, it was at vivo city, gv max.
it's darn big. i stretched mt legs out straight
just nice, it touch the chair infront of me.
big seats, big theathre.
i took pictures with the penguin.
hey we are vip kaes?
vip= very important person.
lalalas~ it's not what u think. >.<
cause we are able to eat da vip buffet.
hahas. and we have files from happy feet.
cute!!!
mambo is like so cute larhs.
and his 5 other short friends.
cause there were many types of penguin ma...
some were short some were tall.
lalalas.
the show is damn nice.
if i were to rate it, it would be,
5/5 stars,

after that we went to eat sushi tei
4 person, 75 bucks.
ok larhs. not bad.
and we took lotsa pictures.
gna upload them soon...
hahas..

happy day.
mambo <3 gloria

mambo is super duper cute
lalalas~

lalalas~

Monday, November 20, 2006

5:58 PM

yays.
my estate is gna be enbloc
lalalas~
they gna pay us 850 k!!!
whees~~~

love it <3

my maid is gone,
life has changed.
my life is wrong,
very wrong .....

hees.
did something that im so proud of myself!!!
i washed my plates!!!
on my own kae???
and is i wna wash derhs...
no one force lorhs.
hees.
great accomplishment!!!
im now training to be a good housewife (:
or should i be a career woman???
**ponders**

1:26 AM

im looking for blogskins!!!

search search search.

loves.

sobbs-

Sunday, November 19, 2006

11:43 PM

my maid go abroad lerhs!!!
aarghs....
go and meet her boyfriend...
good luck to her then...
and good luck to us,
housework,houseworkand more housework!
eekks.
bathe the dog, bring the dog for walks.
lalalalas.

happy birthday manda!
<3yalotts.

yay,
i somehow found out where edwin ho lives
cause i thought i saw his car plate while i was going home from tuition

my dog is gna cry his eyes out
cause he misses my maid lotts.
just like how i miss him <3

boredom

Saturday, November 18, 2006

8:40 PM

hees.
currently playing mahjong online!!!
but they are real slow...
it's making me tired.
**yawnns.

ehhs,
weitong,
i noe you not happy with the school's arrangement larhs
that, you are better than us and yet u didnt get in.
hey, come on larhs.
say it to just a certain limit will you?
it's getting frustrating larhs.

ya laa ya laa,
you better than me.
im lousier than you.
happy now?

boring-

5:25 PM

woke up at 735 today!!!
i dun wna be late >.<
slept for a few hours...
around five hours?
and my eye bags and dark circles
are getting way darker and larger
eekies. it's ugly larhs.
and those sleepless nights cause me to have pimples!!!
hate it larrhhs.
dun want to go out le larrhhs.
co bloody boring today...
my fingers got blisters le...
good excuse to not go co. :)
and we got punished for no good reason.
ehh, it aint our fault can?
it's manjusri larrhhs.
angry, hey, it's 20 updowns lorhs.
tired,

dad wanted to bring us out to eat seafood...
but i got ulcer!!! ouch.
purposely de larhs,
i got ulcer den they go eat....
grr...
and he tempted me with the butter crabs lorhs.
now i have to stay at home and eat porridge. :'(

went out.

12:04 AM

went to watch casino royale
nice show.
:)
den went jinrong house play cards and mahjong
nice game. i won lorhs :)
found out that junjie(my pri sch friend) and felicia(mayflower sec)
stead!!! whoo-hoo~ goodluck to them bahhs
junjie ask me to take care of her.. see first bahhs,
cause not really on good terms with her,
not even on talking terms lorhs.

weird guy called me
say he is weiliang from sec 4, express stream
den he say he get my number from a person not from our school de.
give him through friendster
weird ehhs?
suspicious character, hahs.

horoscope says it's time to let go
and i thought i have let go
maybe i haven lorhs,
heees....
am i still the one u care for?
it's not as if no one's chasing me larhs,
i can have choices too (aint boasting)
but why must i stop at this particular time
and not move on
people says it's crazy, it's naive, it's stupid
to wait, for something which wouldnt happen
but maybe, im too dumb to believe your words.

finally

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

5:31 AM

yays.
they woke up lerrh
except for weiyu
he slept first, woke up last.
happy:)
thankks timmy for keeping me company
haha. we stacked up 2 jackets on weiyu
let's see how's he gna sweat!!!
laughs.
we are mean.
survived for 2 hours in 21 degrees.
hey is darn cold kae?
my fingers are like ice blocks.
brr.. cold.

**ponders**

4:57 AM

have u ever wondered which hurts the most?
saying something and wishing u hadn't?
or saying nothing and wishing u had?
i guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
dont be afraid to tell someone u love them.
if u do,they might break your heart.
if u dont, you might break theirs.
ur heart decides whom it likes n whom it doesn't.
u can't tell ur heart what to do.
it does it on its own..
when u least suspect it,or even when u dun wan it to.
have u ever wanted to love somemone with everything you had,
but that other person was too afraid to let u?
too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much,
for fear that the other person does not care as much or even at all.
have u ever denied ur feelings for someone
because ur fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
life is all about risks n it requires u to jump.
dont be a person who has to look back n wonder
what they would have done or could have had.
what would u do if u loved someone?
more then ever n u couldn't have them?
if u died tomorrow,
u would be in my heart.
would I be in urs?(:

come to think of it,
heyys, it's true.

bored bored bored.

3:46 AM

so yanjun suggested ghost movies
but erm, not my cup of tea? lols.
so yupp.
ended up watching a duno what
doctor show ( trust me you die)
so we watched for quite awhile before we changed disc.
ohya, by the time we were watching movies, weiyu was already asleep larhs,
maybe he is real tired bahhs.
den i changed the show to casper
and it's kinda boring.
so yanjun fell asleep too
den left fukuan and i larhs
so we played with doggs.
they are like so cute can?
hah. but one of it urinated at fukuan
laughs.**
and now it urinated again,
so i was like you are damn lucky it didnt urinate at u twice
laughs. no one's awake
and im hearing tv sounds
sounded like news and it's freaking me out larhs
goshh,
and now fukuan is lying on the sofa
guess he's gna sleep soon
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
im sad kkaes?
no one awake larhs.
no one to talk to me.
grr....
now yanjun took up my space. i no need to sleep le larhs,
kae, now is 3.46...guess i will just have to not sleep and wait till
sun rises
time is passing by ever so slowly larhs,
and im like so bored bored bored,

kaes.
to be frank
im kinda thinking of him larhs,
but i told myself i cant,
i decided to give up on him means
no more thinking.
if there's a will there's a way
but is my will that strong enough
this is one question
that i cannot answer for a very long time.

misseshimbadly..

sleep over :) yay-s

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

10:29 PM

yay,yay,yay
sleeping over in yanjun's house
but it's with weiyu and fukuan too
and im like bored.
so weitong's messaging me
im feeling better.
laughs.
how would the night be leis?
**ponders**

bored-

10:18 PM

aargh-
im bored can?
so ya, this explains those blogthings,
**laughs**
currently blogging at yanjun's house
hees.
yanjun's talking to weiyu
and im using the com lorhhs.
very bored nahhs,
so now im searching blogskins for auntiegang's blog
so so so so so so so bored---
geeshh.
anyone!!!! talk to me can?
boohoos:)

Monday, November 13, 2006

6:35 PM

Your Lucky Love Color is Black

When someone gets to know you, they still make feel a bit intimidated by you.

You are alluring and sexy, but you have a dark, dangerous side that you don't hide.

And just like your color suggests, you are sophisticated and wise - especially when it comes to men.

Your heart is hard to win over. You don't fall in love easily... or often.

All About Your Lucky Love Color

6:33 PM

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen

Peacemaker, first to end a fight

Good at thinking up creative dates

Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily

Going with your gut instead of your head

Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault

Good at recognizing patterns in relationships

Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count

Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love

Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow

Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind

Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Are You Right Brained or Left Brained in Love?

6:29 PM

Your Candy Heart Is "BE MINE"

You've got your eye on someone, that's for sure

And you're hoping for a little spark to erupt

Make it happen on Valentine's day by going from friendly to flirty

Or if you're shy, at least play Secret Admirer

What Candy Conversation Heart Are You?

6:15 PM

You've Got Guys Lined Up Around the Block

While your little black book isn't as thick as Paris Hilton's...

You get the most dates of any girl you know

It's your whole five star package that attracts men -

Your looks, your charm, and your ability tie a cherry with your tongue.

Are You Attractive?

5:57 PM

You Are A Professional Girlfriend!

You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!

Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.

If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.

You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

5:40 PM

Your Depression Level: 56%

You seem to have mild depression.

A lot of people fall into your range, and it's quite possible you don't need treatment.

If you've been feeling this way for a while, you may want to seek help.

Are You Depressed?

5:20 PM

You Are Cream Pie

You're the perfect combo of simplicity and divinity

Those who like you life for understated pleasures

What Kind of Pie Are You?

4:26 PM

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

You give completely and unconditionally in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

4:23 PM

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.

You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't?

It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off.

In fights, you speak your mind and don't hold back. You know you're right, and you can get quite angry about it.

Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

4:20 PM

You Are a Beagle Puppy

Cheerful, energetic, and happy go lucky.

And you're sense of smell is absolutely amazing!

What Breed of Puppy Are You?

4:03 PM

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.

People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

What Do People Envy About You?

4:01 PM

You Are 37% Addicted to Love

Might as well face it, you're a little addicted to love.

You won't do anything for love, but sometimes you do more than you should.

No one's worth losing your head for - because in the end you'll only lose your heart.

Don't avoid falling in love. Just make sure you don't get too hooked.

Are You Addicted to Love?

3:58 PM

Your Love Style is Storge

For you, love and friendship are almost the same thing

And your love tends to be the enduring, long lasting kind

(You've been known to still have connections with exes)

But sometimes your love is not the most passionate

Leap before you look, and you'll find that fire you crave

What's Your Love Style?

Friday, November 10, 2006

6:50 PM

Your Eyes Should Be Brown

Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom

What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

6:45 PM

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

6:42 PM

You Are Royal Blue

People find you difficult to understand. In fact, you often find it hard to understand yourself.

You think so much that sometimes you get lost in your own thoughts!

What Color Blue Are You?

6:26 PM

You Are a Blue Flower

A blue flower tends to represent peace, openness, and balance.

At times, you are very delicate like a cornflower.

And at other times, you are wise like an iris.

And more than you wish, you're a little cold, like a blue hydrangea.

What Color Flower Are You?

5:32 PM

You Should Rule Saturn

Saturn is a mysterious planet that can rarely be seen with the naked eye.

You are perfect to rule Saturn because like its rings, you don't always follow the rules of nature.

And like Saturn, to really be able to understand you, someone delve beyond your appearance.

You are not an easy person to befriend. However, once you enter a friendship, you'll be a friend for life.

You think slowly but deeply. You only gain great understanding after a situation has past.

What Planet Should You Rule?

5:30 PM

Your Dating Purity Score: 93%

You are an innocent dater.

You're either lacking in dating experience or have had a long serious relationship.

Either way, there's still plenty of fish in the sea out there for you to sample!

Dating Purity Test

5:27 PM

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.

But you may be ready in a couple of years.

You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.

And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

candy heart

5:09 PM

Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"

A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out.Your heart is open to where ever love takes you!
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out
Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking
What turns you off: fighting and conflict
Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

dream class

3:35 PM

yays. got to noe my class today.. yupps
im like so afraid larhs,
sheesh.
got into 3i
yay-s!!! it's somehow my dream class larhs.
:):):):):):):):):)
manda and weitong get into 3e
den siying, yanjun, aaron, nicholas and i get into 3i
yays.. told weitong abt it
den he was damn worked up.
shouldnt have told him. regretted
so sad that he cant appeal larhs.
anyways most of crazy family is with us.
<3<3<3<3<3 it larhs.

bought books already:)
bought uniform.
i want have my skirts altered till 18 inches,
but mum says, too short!! one more inch
so we gave way to each other and yep,
18 and a half inches lorhs...
it's damn long larhs.
it's half of my kneecap lorhs.
wa... no face see people le larhs.... cannot tahan xp

ate japanese food.
yays,
im happy larhs.

candy queen hearts choco king

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

5:32 PM

i miss you badly
i miss you so much
she misses him lotts,
she loves him lotts.
but does he feel the same for her?
she only know, it's the first time she love someone before stead so much
so ~~blablabla~~ censored, dun break her heart horhs.
or she will cry de norhs....
can he understand her feelings?

canddie queenn hartts chhoco kiing**

12:25 AM

yays. woke up at 5am today to wish weitong, carlene and hweejoo bonvoyage
but only weitong replied, aargh-
actually i didnt really sleep lorhs,
i was like so afraid to miss the time larhs,
den i waited and waited till 5
hey, weitong;carlene;hweejoo, gandong bah??
hahas, u ever get to see this post-
dun cry horhs...
blablabla. only weitong replied
hey, if ever ms moo let me go
is other ppl wish me bon voyage norhs.
not me waking up so early just to wish them horhs
den i was like telling weitong, eh-
you shiok lorhs, later u go play while i go co
den he still laugh, really sad lorhs.
im real sad can anot???
grrr.... nevermind,
went back to peichun for the entreprenuership day
helped out, i came out with a conclusion after everything.
:::::yanjun's a good bargainer:::::
she was like hagger the price from
$16.20 to $11 lorhs.
haha. bought voodoo dolls for da whole crazy clique,
they are so gna love us.
haha bought paper wallets, cute!!! got zhuzhu marhs,
wanted to buy for siying one too... but left 2 only...
sorry kaes? hahas.
went for co... and lalalas~
met up with benjamin(my cousin)
he gave me my converse bag and two shirts.
yay!! thankies!!!
hey the converse bag is real one lorhs.
not imitation horhs.
**laughs
den went sentosa to look for his friend
he bought things for her too
entrance fee for 2 was $6
he paid. =x =x =x
had free delifrance for dinner, cause his friend working there ma
best of it all...
we took cable car.
woots-
i love it man...
so romantic lorhs.
hey. my future boyfriend
you must bring me to cable car and eat eat horhs
hahas. but who will it be?
wna be there with my loved one. xD
told my cousin abt the china trip den he was like
if you bored den i pei u go out lorhs.
yay!!! im happy. lols.
took lotsa pic. went vivo city walk walk
i love the candy empire.
cause im da candy queen:):):)
shall upload pictures on the next post.

canoe-ing

Sunday, November 05, 2006

9:09 PM

yays. went canoeing today
somehow didnt really think of him
but canoeing was indeed fun
hahas. my dad wants me to learn it
so yupp... looking for people to join
must have 10 to start a class...
yanjun coming with me...
anyone else?
it's at macritchie reservoir
it's 4o bucks, 12 hours
2 days- 1 day; 6 hours.
anyone interested???
anyway was canoeing
went around catching turtles
and yep, they swam away
one was so close to being captured
then we still miss it...
den we were too engross in catching that turtle
and guess what?
we banged into branches
worst of it all was, spiderwebs are on it.
and i saw a spider right infront of my eyes
i was simply struggling to get out
den we paddled away when we saw a spider on the boat
it was around the size of a fifty cent coin
we killed it.
den we were still hunting for turtles when suddenly
i saw many droplets falling into the reservoir
i was like, "is it raining?" den my cousin was like "ya"
den we look at each other and said, "paddle with all our might"
we went "right, left, right, left"
indeed we were fast, we overtaked the one infront of us
but we were still drenched. as the rain got heavier
it was like so fun larhs... i wna go again...

i love him so... but does he feel the same for me?

Saturday, November 04, 2006

5:16 PM

last time she thought she like him... but soon, she thought it was a crush -a long one to be exact.his actions aint sincere. his actions aint showing that he loves her too... slowly, she decided to give him up.since he doesnt love her at all.
maybe she had been bluffing herself all along. she haven forget him.not at all , not a single tiny little bit. he is still in her heart. and she's still thinking of him
his actions still seem unclear, she dont know what's he thinking about. and it's hurting her so much. to know his words that he dont feel a thing to her, just leaves a deep cut down her wounded heart. is this what they called unrequited love? perhaps, it is. but what is he really feeling right now? he is wanting to know who she like, but she wouldnt dare to tell him. she's afraid after he knows everything, he would ignore her, it's the first time she likes someone and he doesnt like her, she's inexperienced. she's so afraid, he doesnt like her, he dont feel the same for her...
she doesnt have the courage to tell him how she really feels. but if he catches the hint, and if he doesnt like her, can he act as if he doesnt know and be like now? or maybe if he likes her, can his actions be alittle more convincing... it's the first time she likes a guy so much before stead. and perhaps it could be the first time her heart ache badly...

confessions of her broken heart.-**
now you understand?

can i drink down all my sorrows?

4:33 PM

sick again
but this time
instead of water, i gulped down wine
a big mouthful
it taste eeky
my mum says im stupid,
to drink down such a big mouth
i will be drunk real soon,
i wouldnt care,
i finished the whole glass
and poured another,
this time, my face turn red
im burning,
i couldnt care less, but to finish it
thinking that i can drink down all my sorrows
i was down
i aint a good drinker.
all i ended up with
was a sweetdream with him and a terrible headache
my fever rise, from 38.9 to 39.9
my mum didnt know i was sick last night
skipped cca today, the headache is still killing me
but the hurt i received in my heart is worse
i swore to myself,
not to enthrust my heart to anyone
not now, not forever...

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